February 09, 2011

Change.


It will hurt my uttermost self,
It will take away my source of pleasure,
It will not make me smile for certain times,
It will see me falling and wanting to give up,


But if,
it will help me face my deepest fear,
it will stop me from running the same circle,
it will bring to me the eternal joy,
it will help shine the brightest light,

Then I 
will do it.

February 04, 2011

Like A Child

Like a child
you cooed and mooed 
in your wildest dream
your eyes were shut tight
you rolled your body to your back
like a caterpillar
like a sleeping child
a piece of my heart reached out and
touched your cheeks
you moaned a soft groan
and I laughed gleefully and smiled
wondering if you're aware
that I am here watching
and guarding you from any harm  

Like a child
you laid yourself flat
down my bed, over my carpet
staring at me with your eyes half closed
they closed more as I reached out again
touching your nose, rubbing your chin
you surrendered to the moment 
as you pushed your head against my palm
asking for attention, longing for affection

Like a child
you drew closer and sat still
watching my shades shaking in pain
you heard the echoes of my outburst
like a child 
your eyes were wide and crystal clear
you kept still and listened
waiting for the sobs to subside
watching the drops of tears as they caught your sight
you curled quietly
your motion was muted except
for your ginger tail that 
gently and repeatedly
was brushing itself against my wet arms
and  i felt your heart reaching out mine
as if to say
are you aware
that I am here
watching and guarding you from any harm.



Like a child is dedicated to the loveliest pet companion I ever have, Beethoven.